Have you ever imagined a place where there is no pain passed on from person to person? Where heartaches don't exist and the sun never sets so the day will not end but it is just as gorgeous as the sunset? Where love does not decease just like your ancestors? There would always be happines in the oxygen you inhale and Earth would become finally "at peace" like those fairy-tales your parents spoke of? Where you'll never hear a story of suicide on Wednesday's and you can breathe the air that is not tainted with foul gases and fumes?

I always wanted that.

Anyways, how's everyone's summer?
Mine has been SO INCREDIBLY BORING. My cousin is staying over for a while, she's pretty cool.

I promise I will upload soon, my laptop has been acting up very much.


I want to discuss an "issue". For the last many nights I've felt lonely and "depressed". I'm not sure where the heck it's coming from but I think it's from my mom. She abuses me mentally so many times.
I will only tell you some things she told me, note me if you need more. She's told me I was ugly, and I'd never have someone to love. She says I will do drugs, get pregnant, drink achohol(How do you spell that?).
I have never once tried to do something innapropiate or immature. It bothers me very much she doesn't see the good in me. Can anyone help me?

Anyways, I want to talk about some amazing, wonderful people I know.

-An amazing best friend who I will treasue in my heart forever and ever.
- Probably one of the coolest guys ever! He makes me laugh.
- My awesome big brother online. He forces smiles on my face everytime we speak.
- A very sweet girl with an awesome ability at being awesome.
- My dA Mom--Err Dad. XD She's so darn amazing.

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I NEED TO STOP BEFORE I GET CARRIED AWAY.